Pencil Shavings
Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Tete-a-tete with Lee Tzu Pheng

“A poem begins as a lump in the throat, a sense of wrong, a homesickness, a lovesickness.” Robert Frost
I was standing at border's flipping through local poet Lee Tzu Pheng's collection of poems "Lambada by Galilee & Other Surprises" and it struck me how revealing and intimate it is to read another person's poetry. I read her poem about teaching Tyger in a classroom and I laughed because it was all too familiar; I read her poem about the way of the cross and I thought—ah! she's a Christian; I read the one about finding Lucky Plaza on a map and I thought—she's kinda whimsical; and so, from having absolutely no idea who she apart from the role she has played as a local poet, I thought, hey, it would be nice to sit down and have tea and a chit chat with her.

I wish I could have my poems published one day too. But for now, my poems are too frivolous, too particular, too sentimental, and too unpolished. But it would be so cool to add my voice to the accumulation of local poetry in Singapore...

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Thursday, April 10, 2008

My Macbook sleeps

My Macbook sleeps tonight
I left the power cable at work
And I think of Jesus
dead in the tomb
three days
drained and poured out
exhausted for the sins of men.

He lies on the cold rock, painfully still
silent
a man without a shadow
a useless God bereft of power.

Satan laughs

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Thursday, April 03, 2008

A poem in two parts

Everytime they take a test
she writes a poem
a sad poem a tragic poem a nothing poem
______neither here nor there
just to fill up the quiet
and drown out the scratching of pen on paper

Everytime she writes a poem
it is a test
of how much how far how deep
______she would succumb
to the stranglehold of lies
that maligns hope and whispers chaos

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Thursday, March 06, 2008

Tightrope over Hell

A taut line
stretched over the mad abyss.
Dark despair in shapes that shift
clamour at the heart.
Cold infects and preserves the dead,
squeezing out all thoughts of home.

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Disarray

My personal life is in a bit of a disarray. I'm not really functioning very well... I can't keep track of what I am supposed to read, what I need to bring to class, and when assignments are due. My iCal calendar is out-of-sync with my life. I almost didn't go to class yesterday because I had accidentally deleted the class from iCal the week before.

Fortunately, I have friends who would say things like, "Where is English class today?" (Me: "What English class?" Friend: "English class! Today! At 3:30pm!" Me: "Oh.") And stuff like "Have you done Mr Ren?" (Me: "Who is Mr Ren??") And lecturers who say, "You have to hand in your reflections personally to your tutor at the end of the lecture." Which leaves me scrambling to complete it during the lecture itself. Thank God for laptops and multi-tasking.

I also had a friend look into my eyes and say, "You've been crying." Which I denied vehemently.

These days, I function only at the extreme ends of the spectrum of emotion. It is only during quiet moments like these, when I am sitting outdoors, feeling the breeze, that I remember who I am.

Feel the breeze
I wish
you could feel this breeze I feel,
the texture of the pebbled stone
against the soles of your feet.

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Friday, June 01, 2007

Five people in a HDB flat

Three rooms, one stuffy kitchen
Five people, two surnames
One big ang mo, four kichee chinese
Sharing one loo one family

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Monday, February 26, 2007

undone

undone

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Monday, February 12, 2007

Fragile String

(an old one.
found this while clearing out my documents.
posting it here so i can delete it from my hard drive.)


Each time they shared a coke
or ran laughing in the rain,
they tied a piece of string
around two bamboo canes.

Each time their voices raise
and good nights go unsaid,
a blunt rock gnaws away,
the bamboos split and break.

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Sunday, December 17, 2006

Judge me

Take out your measuring scales --
___I will stand still --
Against your ruler etched
___black with moral markers
the how what why wherefore the colour
___of underwear worn on Tuesday last
of righteous behaviour.

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Thursday, November 16, 2006

Twenty-nine obtuse angles

It was a dream, let me say that first,
A dream of twenty-nine obtuse angles.
__weird,
____nonsensical,
______the kind of dream where philosophers and physicists
furrow their brows together and mumble,
"No logic! No logic!" and hobble away
to the next mathematical problem
that exemplifies the universality
__of
the Pythagoras Theorem.

It was a dream, with a girl.
A girl with a cat and red golden curls.
A girl in love with a girl in love with a boy,
Who, remarkably, loved the girl, the girl
with the cat and the red golden curls.

So round and round the love letters went
__dear girl >
____dear boy >
______dear girl, you with the cat and the red golden curls >
____dear girl >
__dear boy >
Until the girl threw up her hands and kissed the boy,
and spurned the girl with the cat
and the red golden curls.

So she bought a house with a room with a view
and sat on her rocking chair and fell asleep
and dreamed this dream nonsensical,
about a girl with a cat and the red golden curls.

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Friday, October 27, 2006

I love my bluetooth dongle

I love you in the morning,
I love you at high noon,
I love you in the evening,
I love you till I swoon.

Eighteen bucks and I made you mine,
Smithering smootherin one-of-a-kind!
Give me fifty; no, I won't trade
My bluetooth dongle is heaven-made.

Listen to me, I lay my case:
You make this world a better place!
No more wires, no more walls,
No more trippin', no more falls!

Ah don't you laugh at my serenade
I'm on a bluetooth dongle p'wer crusade!

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Sunday, July 02, 2006

the fowler's snare

her bone juts through
white between her flesh
raw and bloody pink
caught in metal snare

she used to try to tug
against her broken wing
summoned by a dream
of blue and whistling wind

but dull now are her thoughts
dull her desire to dare
her wispy dream laid to rot
while caught in fowler's snare

what a song she will sing
that day of sweet escape
a quiet word he will speak
and metal snare unmake

fly! high above the trees
the clouds the sun the sea
discover anew the p'wer of wind
and what it is to be truly free

(ps 124:7; rom 8:2; jn 8:36)

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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

In memory of you



If I ran slow, it was not your fault
For you were sleek and swift
As light as cloud, as fast as wind
A knight's horse with a rubber sole
You wore the garment of elves
Turquoise silver, green and grey
Taking the brunt with every step,
Always selfless, true and kind
Eight months is far too short
To count your days as mine.

(October 17, 2005 - 26 June, 2006)

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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

A token

Here is a token sweet and true
Cambodian silk in green and blue
Soft as a petal, the contours of wind
Strong when tested, still pliable at will.

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Thursday, May 04, 2006

initials

initials inked on
invoices finger pointing
expose of guilt

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Monday, February 27, 2006

When I grow old

When I grow old
and my skin’s more spotted than fair
Will you still kiss the cheek
now sagging with age?

If I cannot see, and you cannot hear
Will you squeeze my hand to reassure
that even after the tedious years,
even in the dark,
you will still hold my hand and say,
the words so sweet today?

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

I put words

I put words
one after another
hap,hazard,ly
and make me a poem.

I put words
string them like beads
red white green purple
bedazzling my prey.

I put words
in with my thumb
And send them away
Into someone's pocket.

I put words
with ink on paper
paying the bill
of modern living.

I put words
one after another
hap,hazard,ly
and make me a poem.

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Sometimes

Sometimes it feels like my heart has gone
on a holiday, sun-bathing on a tropical beach
under coconut trees nailed with warnings
of falling coconuts that never come true.
Sometimes the sky seems extra blue,
the lilt in the voice, a melody of a yellow humming bird
soaring above the humdrum of diesel generators,
above foul mouth mahjong players
in the dead of the night.
Sometimes I laugh
A ripple, hilarious
Toppling all
Philosophy
And the body
is found
together.

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Friday, July 01, 2005

The clock

The clock at the bottom right of the screen
Counts the seconds and the minutes, and finally
The hours, between eight and six;
The months, between payday and caution;
The years, between which one grows old;
With decades tucked in the belt, a realisation,
That wisdom was never in the package
When you signed above the dotted line.

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Monday, June 20, 2005

This cup

Oh mystery!
That the love that cannot be contained
in a million far-flung galaxies,
Should be contained in this cup,
Held against my lips?

Oh mystery!
That when I drain this cup in greediness,
Sinning as I drink;
No sooner as it is empty,
It is filled again?

Oh mystery!
Sift me like flour;
Purge me anew,
Strengthen my knees,
‘Till I drink with you.

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