and yes talking cock is still down...

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I am very tired. And still in a fairly bad mood. The good feelings of the past two weeks have dissipated, leaving me quite grouchy and very sleepy.

today i will be going to play badminton with my colleagues at 8pm. it feels weird because of this other colleague - i can't figure out whether she has anything against me. Of course it wouldn't matter if i had nothing to do with her, but she is on good terms with another collegue whom i am rather fond of. and now it seems like i have become an intrusion in their happy relationship. how drammatic and secondary-school-ish! But it bothers me. :S

I am hoping a good rousing game of badminton would do me good.

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do the funky chicken

the very first time I write an article, the website goes down! i am curious what talkingcock did to it. i am expecting that it would be funnier and better since i wrote it in all of 5 minutes and was rather embarrassed about it the next day.

i'm home. its a different feeling to be home and online than to be at the office online. i've been in a funky mood for many reasons, none of which i wish to elaborate here. so it puts me in a halfway sad and very precocious mood, likely to shoot my trap.

i have many sandfly bites on my feet. :(

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there is nothing online about the last service of c. chapel. there are no stories, no goodbyes, nothing. and all i have left is a webpage from the past.

what was it like, that last service? i remember the first service in the refurbished sports hall. it is terribly sad to me.

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