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I am very tired. And still in a fairly bad mood. The good feelings of the past two weeks have dissipated, leaving me quite grouchy and very sleepy.

today i will be going to play badminton with my colleagues at 8pm. it feels weird because of this other colleague - i can't figure out whether she has anything against me. Of course it wouldn't matter if i had nothing to do with her, but she is on good terms with another collegue whom i am rather fond of. and now it seems like i have become an intrusion in their happy relationship. how drammatic and secondary-school-ish! But it bothers me. :S

I am hoping a good rousing game of badminton would do me good.