The sense of foreboding last night has been replaced by a gnawing
nervousness that I can't pin down the reason for except perhaps that
it is Monday or that I am at a hormonal low. I only have half an hour
of work today; I have finished my marking; the holidays are almost
here — I ought to be estatic, but I am not, and I don't know why.
Frankly, having to be in charge of a roomful of teenagers always
scares the bejibbers out of me. Some days are worse than others I
guess.
And I still desperately want my own place.
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I used to get that "gnawing" feeling every now and again, for no apparent reason. In fact, I used the same term in describing it. Very strange and disconcerting.
Hope it passes soon.
I'm feeling better, thanks. Went for a fast run to drain it out of my system. That helped...
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